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Love is Red



Useless
Tuesday, February 3, 2015 | 7:24 AM | 0 comment(s)

Being hurt in many ways its just killing me slowly. I cry i scream at the top of my lungs and finally i just sit down alone and think. I just dont know why i must be in this situation all day again and again. Because I know at this time I only need to put all my hopes at my own shoulder. Theres no one going to always be there for u to rescue your heart, only your heart need to proceed it yourself. Yes its hard then you'll get the rainbow.

Being alone in the dark with my fairy lights , fan swirling and birdy songs play. Another typical of my each night. What can I do. move on . And thats the answer and keep moving forward. Never let my past take over my future. Thats all okay ? Maybe my day will end up like listening to handphones all day , look people like weirdo or stuck with books everywhere and end up stop with social life on Internet. Yeah I think I will to find my ownself peaceful

Maybe others will say im not the girl that they imagine before or I use to be before  ,  yeah I've change. Change to be more silent than before , change to not taking care about what's going on around me , change to not being so friendly , and maybe change to be the girl that have a bored life. Id mind at all because I know what im doing. Let the people judge me or whatever. They never know what going on my heart  , my brain. All they know is judging. They never know what I have been through. Erm

Finally my social life have just came to an end. Finally I realise that never gives all the fully hopes to people to took care of it. Because they never took care it carefully. They just broke it. 

" nothing is impossible "



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