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"I'll Never Fall In Love Again"
What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
What do you get when you kiss a girl
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, she'll never phone you
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Don't tell me what it's all about
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you give your heart
You get it all broken up and battered
That's what you get, a heart that's shattered
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Out of those chains those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So for at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
"Kodaline-High Hopes"
Broken bottles in the hotel lobby
Seems to me like I'm just scared of never feeling it again
I know it's crazy to believe in silly things
But it's not that easy
I remember it now, it takes me back to when it all first started
But I've only got myself to blame for it, and I accept it now
It's time to let it go, go out and start again
But it's not that easy
But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, when it all comes to an end
But the world keeps spinning around
And in my dreams, I meet the ghosts of all the people who have come and gone
Memories, they seem to show up so quick but they leave you far too soon
Naïve I was just staring at the barrel of a gun
And I do believe that, yeah
But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, oh, when it all comes to an end
Now the world keeps spinning
Yeah, the world keeps spinning around
High hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, oh,
And the world keeps spinning
Ooh, yeah, this world keeps spinning
How this world keeps spinning around
#roadtospm2016
im actually suck at managing my time...
yes i admit it.
but i never stop challenging myself to do more that every people expectation.
because i deserve it
as long as it makes me happy so just do it
dont let people around you to make your decision because who the hell they are to control you every movement haha
so i really need to help myself
and i must set it all to my mind and make every thing important so i can work hard to achieve my life goals.
just im afraid of giving up. then don't
im afraid to face the judgement. then ignore them
ya allah banyak nya aku kena buat semoga segalanya berjalan dengan lancar. semoga hati ini tabah menghadapi segala dugaanmu. amin
there's lot of thing i must achieve with my diagnosed and with my stress. sometimes i give up easily but then i think, why i start. no im just tired to go through these bad day or hectic day. just so damn tiring ok.huhhu ok i got no idea what to nag hear hahahaah ok bye hahaha. here some qoutes. maybe it can help you or whatever haha
DONT GIVE UP. TRY AND TRY OKAY ? NOW YOU FAIL NOT FOREVER YOU FAIL. YOU CAN TRY OK ? FAILING IS THE PROCESS TO SUCCESS. SO ? JUST BELIEVE IN YOURSELF YOU CAN DO MORE.
p/s my theme hahahah tak ada kaitan pun weh hahahaaha biar la:P
Goals
People around me usually said " life is hard when we getting older " i guess yeah it's kinda true because God will test you with many phase so you can learn some lesson or its kinda payback for what you've done in past. okay im not a good blogger i guess and my english kinda mess and yeah. im still learning and i still get more interested in blogging. okay back to the title, yep im 16 and i think i have lots of responsiblities to faces. yes there's surroundings people's came and help me but yeah not fully help me to go through my life journey. all you need is yourself to depends and yeah God theres for you and God know you well.
okay what am im doing right now ? haha its just fine, im happy with what i have now and im so damn thankful for people who always there for me and never give up on me and yeah i love them so much. thank you so much ! i've been busy with my account assignment and i have to discover more about all the tradings and all the formula of counting money and your saving and it's fun actually and it's not hard and i still can do it although when the first day of school i said it to myself " it's hard " but yeah im still trying till now and slowly i love account and yep more and i love additional mathematics and additional science because yeah this is my elective course. im still trying to be the best because that is my aim at school. i want to earn the straight A's. im the oldest and i have to sacrifice everything for my family and get a great job and never forget my familys.
and about studies, i have asked my history teacher about how her study when she's in school back then. yeah she tell me a lot of useful tips and i want to follow her footstep and slowly i can study without get caught by my friends. its not about im selfish but its about how i handle my timetable to study without my friends. i want to prove to them that im study although not with them and i still capable to score well in exams. yeah i just want to make people proud of me and finally said im a excellent person and by the way its not about the whole praise or what its just the other thing. i want to achieve MATRIX's because i know they provide a great studies there and you will save your study time. and i hope i cant achieve to study at the other country. amin
all i need to do know is study study study okay ? and never forget your health. yeah when im 15 i have been diagnosed with sle and rheumortoid and yeah its not really showed the pain or leave some marks. noooo, its include my blood and my own blood cell attack its own cell and yeah i get it from my generations and its okay. i must always keep myself health and drink plenty of water and keep away from the sun its just the side effect of my medicine im taking okay ? and yeah maybe i just dont care about my diagnosed because right now my body didn't show anything and maybe i think its fine ... duhh ? but yeah im still half death worry about myself because i always stress and yeah. i need to change my life style before its just too late.. i need some guidance so i can follow. erm . im easily get tired because i have asthma too but all these diagnoses never stop me from achieving my ace and i need to keep looking forward.
maybe its hard to face all this but its okay the more you work hard the more achieves you'll get and yeah once you fail dont forget to stand up and fight fight fight and never underestimated yourself because its just yourself must choose the right path and never let yourself down okay ? let people say about you. because they just dont know what the hell you've been thru all this days, all they know is talk about your appearances and yeah its hurt , just ignore okay ? huh lots of life goals i must achieve. yes you can do it. lots of thing you must go through, bad or good it doesn't matter. all you need is yourself and yeah poeple surround you. just remember to fight okay ? all these goals not going to do itself isn't ? hahah all you need is hardwork!
me right now *sigh*
Im not a strong girl
All the sweet promises has just came to an end. Why ? Because when its hurt erm.
Now I stuck in vacation and I really miss him hm. Really imagine so much shit, shit that can make me happy , shit that I always want hm. I dont want to end up crying before going to sleep with my whole family in the same room. And its even hurt when I force myself to keep the tears from falling down hm. Yes its hurt. Hm really hm I just hate vacation because of this hm. I imagine ll the cute stuff im going to do with him. Just hm no one will recover my heart I guess hm. Only myself have to face all this ALONE. I don't have anything to speak right now. Too sad or too dumb maybe hm. Bye forever hm
Useless
Being hurt in many ways its just killing me slowly. I cry i scream at the top of my lungs and finally i just sit down alone and think. I just dont know why i must be in this situation all day again and again. Because I know at this time I only need to put all my hopes at my own shoulder. Theres no one going to always be there for u to rescue your heart, only your heart need to proceed it yourself. Yes its hard then you'll get the rainbow.
Being alone in the dark with my fairy lights , fan swirling and birdy songs play. Another typical of my each night. What can I do. move on . And thats the answer and keep moving forward. Never let my past take over my future. Thats all okay ? Maybe my day will end up like listening to handphones all day , look people like weirdo or stuck with books everywhere and end up stop with social life on Internet. Yeah I think I will to find my ownself peaceful
Maybe others will say im not the girl that they imagine before or I use to be before , yeah I've change. Change to be more silent than before , change to not taking care about what's going on around me , change to not being so friendly , and maybe change to be the girl that have a bored life. Id mind at all because I know what im doing. Let the people judge me or whatever. They never know what going on my heart , my brain. All they know is judging. They never know what I have been through. Erm
Finally my social life have just came to an end. Finally I realise that never gives all the fully hopes to people to took care of it. Because they never took care it carefully. They just broke it.
" nothing is impossible "
Pain
Pain is hm really hurt actually , pain had just stabbing me over and over right now. Pain bcs of love yeah hm. What do you feel when someone just came judge you inside and out, hm pain and down isnt? 😔 And what ive been through is hm someone i love never support me and always insult me hm just its killing me make me wan to kill myself hm really pain ok , i guess i know im wrong but hm dont tell me wht to do and why i change a lot , you dont know me well and i dont know u well. Dont make me cry all day hm its just not how its work ok. Hm im looking forward to live alone and its good for me and not wanting you to be right at my side yeah its a happiness for me bcs why ? I started to hate people hm idk why i change a lot hm i just cant control my self and all the painful memories just kept spinning around in my head hm yeah its exhausted hm but no one just came here to say something hm. Things happen makes me realize that no one cares yeah i think that. Hm i just want to be appericiate thats all and be happy. But its become really painful for me to haunt those thing hm yeah i wish one day i just can get out from the cruel love hm. Theres a reason why i change and why i always gets angry all the time hm but yeah no ones care
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"I'll Never Fall In Love Again"
What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
What do you get when you kiss a girl
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, she'll never phone you
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Don't tell me what it's all about
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you give your heart
You get it all broken up and battered
That's what you get, a heart that's shattered
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
Out of those chains those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So for at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
"Kodaline-High Hopes"
Broken bottles in the hotel lobby
Seems to me like I'm just scared of never feeling it again
I know it's crazy to believe in silly things
But it's not that easy
I remember it now, it takes me back to when it all first started
But I've only got myself to blame for it, and I accept it now
It's time to let it go, go out and start again
But it's not that easy
But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, when it all comes to an end
But the world keeps spinning around
And in my dreams, I meet the ghosts of all the people who have come and gone
Memories, they seem to show up so quick but they leave you far too soon
Naïve I was just staring at the barrel of a gun
And I do believe that, yeah
But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, oh, when it all comes to an end
Now the world keeps spinning
Yeah, the world keeps spinning around
High hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, oh,
And the world keeps spinning
Ooh, yeah, this world keeps spinning
How this world keeps spinning around
#roadtospm2016
im actually suck at managing my time...
yes i admit it.
but i never stop challenging myself to do more that every people expectation.
because i deserve it
as long as it makes me happy so just do it
dont let people around you to make your decision because who the hell they are to control you every movement haha
so i really need to help myself
and i must set it all to my mind and make every thing important so i can work hard to achieve my life goals.
just im afraid of giving up. then don't
im afraid to face the judgement. then ignore them
ya allah banyak nya aku kena buat semoga segalanya berjalan dengan lancar. semoga hati ini tabah menghadapi segala dugaanmu. amin
there's lot of thing i must achieve with my diagnosed and with my stress. sometimes i give up easily but then i think, why i start. no im just tired to go through these bad day or hectic day. just so damn tiring ok.huhhu ok i got no idea what to nag hear hahahaah ok bye hahaha. here some qoutes. maybe it can help you or whatever haha
DONT GIVE UP. TRY AND TRY OKAY ? NOW YOU FAIL NOT FOREVER YOU FAIL. YOU CAN TRY OK ? FAILING IS THE PROCESS TO SUCCESS. SO ? JUST BELIEVE IN YOURSELF YOU CAN DO MORE.
p/s my theme hahahah tak ada kaitan pun weh hahahaaha biar la:P
Goals
People around me usually said " life is hard when we getting older " i guess yeah it's kinda true because God will test you with many phase so you can learn some lesson or its kinda payback for what you've done in past. okay im not a good blogger i guess and my english kinda mess and yeah. im still learning and i still get more interested in blogging. okay back to the title, yep im 16 and i think i have lots of responsiblities to faces. yes there's surroundings people's came and help me but yeah not fully help me to go through my life journey. all you need is yourself to depends and yeah God theres for you and God know you well.
okay what am im doing right now ? haha its just fine, im happy with what i have now and im so damn thankful for people who always there for me and never give up on me and yeah i love them so much. thank you so much ! i've been busy with my account assignment and i have to discover more about all the tradings and all the formula of counting money and your saving and it's fun actually and it's not hard and i still can do it although when the first day of school i said it to myself " it's hard " but yeah im still trying till now and slowly i love account and yep more and i love additional mathematics and additional science because yeah this is my elective course. im still trying to be the best because that is my aim at school. i want to earn the straight A's. im the oldest and i have to sacrifice everything for my family and get a great job and never forget my familys.
and about studies, i have asked my history teacher about how her study when she's in school back then. yeah she tell me a lot of useful tips and i want to follow her footstep and slowly i can study without get caught by my friends. its not about im selfish but its about how i handle my timetable to study without my friends. i want to prove to them that im study although not with them and i still capable to score well in exams. yeah i just want to make people proud of me and finally said im a excellent person and by the way its not about the whole praise or what its just the other thing. i want to achieve MATRIX's because i know they provide a great studies there and you will save your study time. and i hope i cant achieve to study at the other country. amin
all i need to do know is study study study okay ? and never forget your health. yeah when im 15 i have been diagnosed with sle and rheumortoid and yeah its not really showed the pain or leave some marks. noooo, its include my blood and my own blood cell attack its own cell and yeah i get it from my generations and its okay. i must always keep myself health and drink plenty of water and keep away from the sun its just the side effect of my medicine im taking okay ? and yeah maybe i just dont care about my diagnosed because right now my body didn't show anything and maybe i think its fine ... duhh ? but yeah im still half death worry about myself because i always stress and yeah. i need to change my life style before its just too late.. i need some guidance so i can follow. erm . im easily get tired because i have asthma too but all these diagnoses never stop me from achieving my ace and i need to keep looking forward.
maybe its hard to face all this but its okay the more you work hard the more achieves you'll get and yeah once you fail dont forget to stand up and fight fight fight and never underestimated yourself because its just yourself must choose the right path and never let yourself down okay ? let people say about you. because they just dont know what the hell you've been thru all this days, all they know is talk about your appearances and yeah its hurt , just ignore okay ? huh lots of life goals i must achieve. yes you can do it. lots of thing you must go through, bad or good it doesn't matter. all you need is yourself and yeah poeple surround you. just remember to fight okay ? all these goals not going to do itself isn't ? hahah all you need is hardwork!
me right now *sigh*
Im not a strong girl
All the sweet promises has just came to an end. Why ? Because when its hurt erm.
Now I stuck in vacation and I really miss him hm. Really imagine so much shit, shit that can make me happy , shit that I always want hm. I dont want to end up crying before going to sleep with my whole family in the same room. And its even hurt when I force myself to keep the tears from falling down hm. Yes its hurt. Hm really hm I just hate vacation because of this hm. I imagine ll the cute stuff im going to do with him. Just hm no one will recover my heart I guess hm. Only myself have to face all this ALONE. I don't have anything to speak right now. Too sad or too dumb maybe hm. Bye forever hm
Useless
Being hurt in many ways its just killing me slowly. I cry i scream at the top of my lungs and finally i just sit down alone and think. I just dont know why i must be in this situation all day again and again. Because I know at this time I only need to put all my hopes at my own shoulder. Theres no one going to always be there for u to rescue your heart, only your heart need to proceed it yourself. Yes its hard then you'll get the rainbow.
Being alone in the dark with my fairy lights , fan swirling and birdy songs play. Another typical of my each night. What can I do. move on . And thats the answer and keep moving forward. Never let my past take over my future. Thats all okay ? Maybe my day will end up like listening to handphones all day , look people like weirdo or stuck with books everywhere and end up stop with social life on Internet. Yeah I think I will to find my ownself peaceful
Maybe others will say im not the girl that they imagine before or I use to be before , yeah I've change. Change to be more silent than before , change to not taking care about what's going on around me , change to not being so friendly , and maybe change to be the girl that have a bored life. Id mind at all because I know what im doing. Let the people judge me or whatever. They never know what going on my heart , my brain. All they know is judging. They never know what I have been through. Erm
Finally my social life have just came to an end. Finally I realise that never gives all the fully hopes to people to took care of it. Because they never took care it carefully. They just broke it.
" nothing is impossible "
Pain
Pain is hm really hurt actually , pain had just stabbing me over and over right now. Pain bcs of love yeah hm. What do you feel when someone just came judge you inside and out, hm pain and down isnt? 😔 And what ive been through is hm someone i love never support me and always insult me hm just its killing me make me wan to kill myself hm really pain ok , i guess i know im wrong but hm dont tell me wht to do and why i change a lot , you dont know me well and i dont know u well. Dont make me cry all day hm its just not how its work ok. Hm im looking forward to live alone and its good for me and not wanting you to be right at my side yeah its a happiness for me bcs why ? I started to hate people hm idk why i change a lot hm i just cant control my self and all the painful memories just kept spinning around in my head hm yeah its exhausted hm but no one just came here to say something hm. Things happen makes me realize that no one cares yeah i think that. Hm i just want to be appericiate thats all and be happy. But its become really painful for me to haunt those thing hm yeah i wish one day i just can get out from the cruel love hm. Theres a reason why i change and why i always gets angry all the time hm but yeah no ones care Labels: Pain
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